MY ABUSE 4 finale
.......when I woke up I felt pains all over my body like I carried a heavy load or something, when I got up from the bed,I saw brother Joseph hating on himself, I was still confused so I reached out to him and asked what the problem was,the only thing I got was "it was the devil's fault,I am sorry!,it was the devil's fault I am sorry" as his tears covered his face ,what exactly was the devil's fault??,and he replied "I purposely kept me information of the meeting been canceled from you,so you could come over to my house ,I drugged your drink and I raped you," I still couldn't what he was saying down my brain until he gave me another shocker, brother Michael was involved too!!! ......wait which brother Michael?? Is it the prayer band leader brother Michael or someone else???? It is the prayer band brother Michael he said ,!!!
Ah!!!!!!! I screamed I am finished ,what did I ever do to deserve this,so this is what Christianity is all about were you take advantage of your fellow brethren???, I would never have become a Christian, I would never have entered the church ,she lamented as she cursed the day she gave her life to Christ, who could she tell about this her plight ,Brother Joseph and Brother Michael have been in that church long before I joined, who will even believe me if I opened up to someone ,she left his room with hate and disgust,and never stepped her leg into the church again, she became so wild,she slept with anything on trousers, she didn't care about the effect of her actions ,she just went on doing what she felt was right ,she slept with almost all her lecturers to upgrade her scores, she lived a reckless life that was so painful to account for ..........she threw curses at any Christian brother that would try to reach out to her or preach to her ,she hated everything relating to Jesus and the church.......3yrs went by and she found her in her final year,oh!! How rough her years in school has been,.....
On a faithful Monday morning ,in her sleep she encountered Jesus ,at first she tried to ignore the person in the dream but where else could she run to ,because it is a dream........ Jesus reached out to her and spoke to her about about forgiveness,he told her that the burden in her is weighing her down ,that she should let go of the hatred she has for her dad,her uncle ,brother Michael,brother Joseph, and Brother Bayo her driver ,untie them from your heart and see me work miraculous things through you and with you,with tears in her eyes she replied ,how can I forgive those people that took advantage of me ,that stole my joy ,my happiness, my peace of mind her can I forgive a man that took my virginity ,how could I forgive my dad that drove me out of the house and Jesus held her and said to her ,if I could die for everyone that their sin's would be forgiven,how much more you that you don't have to die you just have to loose them from your heart,set them free and set yourself free,how many times have you sin against me and I have forgiven you ????I know it won't be easy but the holy sprit is always with you ,he will help you out ,just give him your all,,,,,,turn a new live, let your life preach me .......and I woke up from my sleep and found my bed soaked with tears from my dream ,I called my dad and told him I have forgiven him for sending me out of the house that I understood the situation he was in and I left a deep guilt in his heart,I told my aunty about my uncle,she felt so bad for me ,and my uncle has her to apologize to ,I spoke to my pastor about brother Michael and Joseph ,they were both suspended from their activity group for sometime and I started reaching out to ladies about abuse and how to fight it ,my life is a story ........I am now happily married to a wonderful man who knows about my past and is ready to build a future with me ................
........ I hope this story has ministered to someone ,forgiveness is hard but when you try it out it becomes easy....
THE END
.......when I woke up I felt pains all over my body like I carried a heavy load or something, when I got up from the bed,I saw brother Joseph hating on himself, I was still confused so I reached out to him and asked what the problem was,the only thing I got was "it was the devil's fault,I am sorry!,it was the devil's fault I am sorry" as his tears covered his face ,what exactly was the devil's fault??,and he replied "I purposely kept me information of the meeting been canceled from you,so you could come over to my house ,I drugged your drink and I raped you," I still couldn't what he was saying down my brain until he gave me another shocker, brother Michael was involved too!!! ......wait which brother Michael?? Is it the prayer band leader brother Michael or someone else???? It is the prayer band brother Michael he said ,!!!
Ah!!!!!!! I screamed I am finished ,what did I ever do to deserve this,so this is what Christianity is all about were you take advantage of your fellow brethren???, I would never have become a Christian, I would never have entered the church ,she lamented as she cursed the day she gave her life to Christ, who could she tell about this her plight ,Brother Joseph and Brother Michael have been in that church long before I joined, who will even believe me if I opened up to someone ,she left his room with hate and disgust,and never stepped her leg into the church again, she became so wild,she slept with anything on trousers, she didn't care about the effect of her actions ,she just went on doing what she felt was right ,she slept with almost all her lecturers to upgrade her scores, she lived a reckless life that was so painful to account for ..........she threw curses at any Christian brother that would try to reach out to her or preach to her ,she hated everything relating to Jesus and the church.......3yrs went by and she found her in her final year,oh!! How rough her years in school has been,.....
On a faithful Monday morning ,in her sleep she encountered Jesus ,at first she tried to ignore the person in the dream but where else could she run to ,because it is a dream........ Jesus reached out to her and spoke to her about about forgiveness,he told her that the burden in her is weighing her down ,that she should let go of the hatred she has for her dad,her uncle ,brother Michael,brother Joseph, and Brother Bayo her driver ,untie them from your heart and see me work miraculous things through you and with you,with tears in her eyes she replied ,how can I forgive those people that took advantage of me ,that stole my joy ,my happiness, my peace of mind her can I forgive a man that took my virginity ,how could I forgive my dad that drove me out of the house and Jesus held her and said to her ,if I could die for everyone that their sin's would be forgiven,how much more you that you don't have to die you just have to loose them from your heart,set them free and set yourself free,how many times have you sin against me and I have forgiven you ????I know it won't be easy but the holy sprit is always with you ,he will help you out ,just give him your all,,,,,,turn a new live, let your life preach me .......and I woke up from my sleep and found my bed soaked with tears from my dream ,I called my dad and told him I have forgiven him for sending me out of the house that I understood the situation he was in and I left a deep guilt in his heart,I told my aunty about my uncle,she felt so bad for me ,and my uncle has her to apologize to ,I spoke to my pastor about brother Michael and Joseph ,they were both suspended from their activity group for sometime and I started reaching out to ladies about abuse and how to fight it ,my life is a story ........I am now happily married to a wonderful man who knows about my past and is ready to build a future with me ................
........ I hope this story has ministered to someone ,forgiveness is hard but when you try it out it becomes easy....
THE END
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