MY ABUSE 2
................when I woke up in the morning I saw my aunty arranging some clothes that looked like a school uniform,when she noticed I was awake ,she told me to go have my bath and get ready for school;,"is it just me or did daddy already make up his mind before I knew it ?",with disappointment I dragged myself to the bathroom and had my bath got dressed ,took my bag and went to the sitting room ,uncle was dressed for work and so was Aunty,breakfast is served aunty said as she broke the awkward silence ,I joined them on the table and we ate ,uncle bluntly said :your aunty is driving you down to school today as from next week ,you will get a driver and I replied Okay sir!!,he left for work and aunty drove me down me to school .
Two months went by and everybody went along wel l until one faithful day aunty traveled for a business meeting and I was left alone with uncle in the house,I woke up that night to do some assignment, I went to get some water from the fridge and I saw uncle watching same movie ,but this time it was like he was addicted to what he was watching and something didn't feel right ,as I was about to sneak out of the sitting room I mistakenly kicked the dinning chair beside me and it drew the attention of Uncle Gabriel, I quickly apologized to him and told him I came to get some water, uncle G gave a terrible smile and got up like he was possessed or something and ran towards me,I tried to escape but he pulled my hand and dragged me to the sitting room and took off his clothes,he told me to take off mine but I refused, and I heard a resounding slap on my face ,Uncle G forcefully took off my clothes and started playing with my breast that just started germinating ,I cried with so much bitterness, I pleaded with him but he didn't listen to anything I had to say ,I just lay still until he had his way with me ,when he was done ,he stood up and said "YOU ARE EVEN A VIRGIN" how could I not be a virgin I am just 9yrs old for crying out loud and he sits there spitting out rubbish from his mou.....he broke into my thought and said you are a sweet girl, I just taught you how womanhood is like ,I hope you enjoyed it?? This question drove hatred to the deepest and largest part of my heart ,could I still look at his face and call him uncle ?? And again he broke into my thoughts,if you ever tell my wife or anybody about what just happened tonight, I will kill you and bury you and nobody is gonna find out about it, because nobody cares about you not even your dad,now go and wash yourself and go to bed so you wouldn't be late for school tomorrow, I left his presence thinking of what just happened to me ,so young and naive I was ,I entered into the bathroom feeling ,depressed ,rejected, filthy, until my attention was drawn to the cloth I was wearing that it was stained with blood ,I tried so hard to wash away Uncle G's smell from my body ,but I just couldn't because his smell is the only thing I could perceive because I was under his roof...
I kept this experience to myself for 2yrs I didn't tell my aunty or anybody,life without mum was still not worth living ,life continued and I was in JSS 1 already ,I made lot of friends and had lot of foes ,our health education teacher said something about sex education in class,but I was just too engrossed in some of my thoughts that I didn't get anything she was saying ,so on my way home from school,I asked Uncle Bayo what sex was all about ,he smiled and said don't worry,when we are going home from school tomorrow, I will take you to a place and teach you about sex ,and I agreed and we got home safely ,he said hi to aunty and dropped the key with her before leaving..The next day when we were returning home from school ,Broda Bayo took another route home ,I was bothered and asked him where we were going to,he told me to be calm that we are going to learn about sex today ,So I smiled foolishly and tightened my seat belt ,we got to a path where there were no more houses but just one uncompleted building ,Uncle B parked ,and told me to come down ,I did and so did he ,he led the way and I followed,he climbed up and took the left turn and entered into one of the rooms there ,when I entered I saw fours smoking and drinking,and they hailed Broda B ,before I could say any word I saw myself lying down on the floor ,I guess I was smacked on the head ,Broda B tied my mouth with a piece of cloth and tied both hands with a rope ,I lay helplessly as the first guy stripped me off my clothes and raped me ,they all took turns including Broda B ,I was so weak and helpless ,I couldn't scream ,I just had only my tears to express how I felt ,when they all satisfied their hunger ,Broda B untied me and another guy pointed a gun at me and told me not to tell anyone ,that if I do he will come to my house ,kill me,my uncle and his wife, that statement sounded familiar ,oh yes I heard same from my uncle but himself and his wife weren't included in the killing part ,so it ended up in me been silent or I die ,I was so weak to move even a muscle ,Broda B took me home and told Uncle Gabriel that he is resigning, he has gotten a better job ,I wish I could stab the both of them as they are talking right now ,I wish I could just talk to my uncle but how could I when the bastard was the first person to defile me???
..........to be continued
................when I woke up in the morning I saw my aunty arranging some clothes that looked like a school uniform,when she noticed I was awake ,she told me to go have my bath and get ready for school;,"is it just me or did daddy already make up his mind before I knew it ?",with disappointment I dragged myself to the bathroom and had my bath got dressed ,took my bag and went to the sitting room ,uncle was dressed for work and so was Aunty,breakfast is served aunty said as she broke the awkward silence ,I joined them on the table and we ate ,uncle bluntly said :your aunty is driving you down to school today as from next week ,you will get a driver and I replied Okay sir!!,he left for work and aunty drove me down me to school .
Two months went by and everybody went along wel l until one faithful day aunty traveled for a business meeting and I was left alone with uncle in the house,I woke up that night to do some assignment, I went to get some water from the fridge and I saw uncle watching same movie ,but this time it was like he was addicted to what he was watching and something didn't feel right ,as I was about to sneak out of the sitting room I mistakenly kicked the dinning chair beside me and it drew the attention of Uncle Gabriel, I quickly apologized to him and told him I came to get some water, uncle G gave a terrible smile and got up like he was possessed or something and ran towards me,I tried to escape but he pulled my hand and dragged me to the sitting room and took off his clothes,he told me to take off mine but I refused, and I heard a resounding slap on my face ,Uncle G forcefully took off my clothes and started playing with my breast that just started germinating ,I cried with so much bitterness, I pleaded with him but he didn't listen to anything I had to say ,I just lay still until he had his way with me ,when he was done ,he stood up and said "YOU ARE EVEN A VIRGIN" how could I not be a virgin I am just 9yrs old for crying out loud and he sits there spitting out rubbish from his mou.....he broke into my thought and said you are a sweet girl, I just taught you how womanhood is like ,I hope you enjoyed it?? This question drove hatred to the deepest and largest part of my heart ,could I still look at his face and call him uncle ?? And again he broke into my thoughts,if you ever tell my wife or anybody about what just happened tonight, I will kill you and bury you and nobody is gonna find out about it, because nobody cares about you not even your dad,now go and wash yourself and go to bed so you wouldn't be late for school tomorrow, I left his presence thinking of what just happened to me ,so young and naive I was ,I entered into the bathroom feeling ,depressed ,rejected, filthy, until my attention was drawn to the cloth I was wearing that it was stained with blood ,I tried so hard to wash away Uncle G's smell from my body ,but I just couldn't because his smell is the only thing I could perceive because I was under his roof...
I kept this experience to myself for 2yrs I didn't tell my aunty or anybody,life without mum was still not worth living ,life continued and I was in JSS 1 already ,I made lot of friends and had lot of foes ,our health education teacher said something about sex education in class,but I was just too engrossed in some of my thoughts that I didn't get anything she was saying ,so on my way home from school,I asked Uncle Bayo what sex was all about ,he smiled and said don't worry,when we are going home from school tomorrow, I will take you to a place and teach you about sex ,and I agreed and we got home safely ,he said hi to aunty and dropped the key with her before leaving..The next day when we were returning home from school ,Broda Bayo took another route home ,I was bothered and asked him where we were going to,he told me to be calm that we are going to learn about sex today ,So I smiled foolishly and tightened my seat belt ,we got to a path where there were no more houses but just one uncompleted building ,Uncle B parked ,and told me to come down ,I did and so did he ,he led the way and I followed,he climbed up and took the left turn and entered into one of the rooms there ,when I entered I saw fours smoking and drinking,and they hailed Broda B ,before I could say any word I saw myself lying down on the floor ,I guess I was smacked on the head ,Broda B tied my mouth with a piece of cloth and tied both hands with a rope ,I lay helplessly as the first guy stripped me off my clothes and raped me ,they all took turns including Broda B ,I was so weak and helpless ,I couldn't scream ,I just had only my tears to express how I felt ,when they all satisfied their hunger ,Broda B untied me and another guy pointed a gun at me and told me not to tell anyone ,that if I do he will come to my house ,kill me,my uncle and his wife, that statement sounded familiar ,oh yes I heard same from my uncle but himself and his wife weren't included in the killing part ,so it ended up in me been silent or I die ,I was so weak to move even a muscle ,Broda B took me home and told Uncle Gabriel that he is resigning, he has gotten a better job ,I wish I could stab the both of them as they are talking right now ,I wish I could just talk to my uncle but how could I when the bastard was the first person to defile me???
..........to be continued
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