Eliora's world

MY DANCE Trying so many times and failing had become so disheartening,  Who would have thought that taking my first step would be so cumbersome!??.  I tried so many times, but fell as much as I tried. Faith and tryst seemed to have fled so quickly.  Sitting in contempt, as I lay rest my head on my legs joined together in pity, I felt a hand wrapped around my shoulders.,, lifting up my head,  I caught sight of the smile on his face as he pulled me up and said; TRY AGAIN!!!!   Those words felt like a knife piercing through my heart and tearing it into pieces,  Haven't I trued enough!!  I exclaimed,   So I have it another trial but fell and this time I got wounded.  He came closer and gave me a smile, stretching out his hand to pull me up and said;  GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY!! I was getting so angry, instead of being sympathetic, he just gave a smile,   It became worthless trying again, but I felt a conviction., I got up and ...

MY WALK As I sat under the shades of a tree in the cool of the evening, Watching the birds chirping and making melodious sounds pleasing to the ears, As the ray of the setting sun hits softly on my skin.... As I heard a voice whispering to my tender ears;;WALK WITH ME..   The sound of his sweet voice triggered an unending flow of joy in my heart,,.  Stretching forth his hands, he pulled me on my feet. Holding on firmly to his hands as we took a walk down a path pleasing to the human eyes...    As I held on firmly, my fingers slipped into the hole on his palm, feeling shocked, I looked down on his palm. As the shocking sight of the hole on his palm gotten from the cross drove a thick cold down my spine.... and I broke the silence and asked, why does it feel so fresh???  He stood still as he held on firmly to my hands and looked straight into my eyes and said ;   "MY BLOOD STILL SPEAKS", so how can the wound be healed?????      ...

TEARS To my smiling plea, they wouldn't heed. To my agony,there was no remedy. The hurt that flooded my soul had soon entered into the boat of my thoughts and sank it. Who was ready to listen to the raging sounds of my pains! Who was ready to give flesh to those thoughts clouding my thinking? Who was willing to pull my hand from this land of sorrow? I am slowly drowning in those figment of my human mind. Those thoughts had finally gotten a flesh and turned into a monster. Who would have thought that the joy of a bride taken to the alter would turn into the pain of a bull dragged to the slaughter, How could my reason to live ,turn into my reason to die? I was left with a broken heart and a bruised face. The Angel I was once happy to find was now the Demon I was scared to keep. My home had gradually turned into a boxing ring where all his boxing activities took place, and I became to punching bag. All my warm welcomes turned into "Varcame" in his ears, I s...

WHEN DAUGHTERS PRAY ..... On the day ' WOMAN ' was created, Man was put to great sleep. From the ribs of a man was she made. Her greatness lied in her heart and in her mouth.. On her knees she brings her enemies to book Her voice in prayer are like mighty earthquake, breaking down and grinding to pieces.. With her mouth does she would her family, and with her heart she nurtures... The deepest secret of a good home resides in her palms. Her prayers becomes a stumbling block to her foes., In her prayers is she secured. Her prayers are like a mighty ship in a deep ocean, It rises her above her troubles. In her room destinies are changed, mountains are torn down, darkness are lit up. Kingdoms are built and destroyed on her knees. On her knees lies her strength, and in her mouth lies her wisdom. Her knees is most feared by her foes 'cause that's where lies their defeat... Her words are swiftly answered by her angels because they are life... When DAUGHTERS ...

MY ABUSE 3 ............I walked into my room and slept like a dead person,when Aunty Vanessa came into the room that night ,she held me so close and found out I was burning up so bad,she got the first aid box and gave me some drugs and told me to go and have my bath to reduce the temperature, I did as she told me,she slept with me that night ,like my mum would do anything I fell ill.the next morning she insisted to take me to the hospital but I refused because the outcome would be very bitter, so I covered up and told her I was sure it is only fever ,so she gave me drugs for fever and three days later I was back on my feet;I continued school and acted like everything was normal,life went on.    Three years later,I was now 14yrs old and I was now exposed to so many things even more than some 20yrs old ladies.Daddy never called to find out about his child,but the last I heard about him was that his wife has given birth to three children and she is pregnant for her fourth ch...

MY ABUSE 2 ................when I woke up in the morning I saw my aunty arranging some clothes that looked like a school uniform,when she noticed I was awake ,she told me to go have my bath and get ready for  school;,"is it just me or did daddy already make up his mind before I knew it ?",with disappointment I dragged myself to the bathroom and had my bath  got dressed ,took my bag and went to the sitting room ,uncle was dressed for work and so was Aunty,breakfast is served aunty said as she broke the awkward silence ,I joined them on the table and we ate ,uncle bluntly said :your aunty is driving you down to school today as from next week ,you will get a driver and I replied Okay sir!!,he left for work and aunty drove me down me to school .     Two months went by and everybody went along wel l until one faithful day aunty traveled for a business meeting and I was left alone with uncle in the house,I woke up that night to do some assignment, I went to get some wate...

MY ABUSE At the age of 8,i lost my mum to the cold hands of death,it felt like the whole world was crumbling down on me ,but dad was there as my superman.Its been a year now but I just couldn't get my mind off my mother ,oh! How the wind of death blew through our home and took my beloved mum away ,may her gentle soul rest in peace,Amen!.Dad decided to take in a new wife,at first I was happy with the idea but I never knew it was the beginning of my nightmare. The wedding day had come and gone ,daddy started having issues in his marriage ,they would both quarrel before they leave for work and continued when they returned ,I was left puzzled about their non stop argument ,until I finally overheard them fighting in their bedroom one afternoon because of me,it was so bad that she threatened to leave my dad if he does not send me out of the house ,I was confused ,why does she want me out of the house ,have I not been a hood child? This was the question I left for myself to answer.Two da...