MY ABUSE 3
............I walked into my room and slept like a dead person,when Aunty Vanessa came into the room that night ,she held me so close and found out I was burning up so bad,she got the first aid box and gave me some drugs and told me to go and have my bath to reduce the temperature, I did as she told me,she slept with me that night ,like my mum would do anything I fell ill.the next morning she insisted to take me to the hospital but I refused because the outcome would be very bitter, so I covered up and told her I was sure it is only fever ,so she gave me drugs for fever and three days later I was back on my feet;I continued school and acted like everything was normal,life went on.
Three years later,I was now 14yrs old and I was now exposed to so many things even more than some 20yrs old ladies.Daddy never called to find out about his child,but the last I heard about him was that his wife has given birth to three children and she is pregnant for her fourth child,while Aunty Vanessa is still struggling to have a second child.Uncle G moved to a more bigger house and there we had a new neighbor called Samuel.Sam was a youth corper and a very promising young man,he was so fund of me and I of him,he would put me through my chemistry and physics assignment, SS2 was not quite easy at all ,it was so stressful.After uncle Bayo's encounter ,I don't think I have been abused sexually again,because I willingly gave them ,yes! I did,what is the need of going through pains when you can just enjoy the pleasure??....corper Sam was my next target ,I went to his room often than normal ,but one faithful day ,I had a plan, I went to his room and wore a very seductive dress,he fell into my trap like I planned and from that day ,he never saw the end of me ,I enjoyed his company and he enjoyed mine ,I was 16yrs old and I just gained admission into the university of Benin and I just officially received my first mobile phone,so I called Corper Sam and told him,he was so happy but at same time sounded unhappy, I asked what the problem was and he jokingly said you want to leave me now and go for other boys abi??I laughed away his question.......I started preparing for school .........My first few months in uniben was hell ,it was so stressful and the lecturers weren't friendly at all,this wasn't like our secondary school o! This one is tougher .. On my way to ekosodin one day I met with a guy that preached to me and I partially gave my life to Christ and I gradually started attending church services ,just that the church was far from the house and I had to wake up early if I would want to sit at the front sit on a Sunday service ...Hundred level second semester was when my heart was crushed ......I went to see brother Joseph (a church member and also the choir leader)in his house because we were to meet in his house for a meeting ,I waited for about 30mins but I couldn't see anyone apart from myself and brother Joseph, he offered me a drink and I took slowly waiting for people to arrive ,as I drank it I asked about the rest people ,he apologized and told me the meeting was canceled ,he thought he had told me about it and that was the only thing I could remember .
.............to be continued
............I walked into my room and slept like a dead person,when Aunty Vanessa came into the room that night ,she held me so close and found out I was burning up so bad,she got the first aid box and gave me some drugs and told me to go and have my bath to reduce the temperature, I did as she told me,she slept with me that night ,like my mum would do anything I fell ill.the next morning she insisted to take me to the hospital but I refused because the outcome would be very bitter, so I covered up and told her I was sure it is only fever ,so she gave me drugs for fever and three days later I was back on my feet;I continued school and acted like everything was normal,life went on.
Three years later,I was now 14yrs old and I was now exposed to so many things even more than some 20yrs old ladies.Daddy never called to find out about his child,but the last I heard about him was that his wife has given birth to three children and she is pregnant for her fourth child,while Aunty Vanessa is still struggling to have a second child.Uncle G moved to a more bigger house and there we had a new neighbor called Samuel.Sam was a youth corper and a very promising young man,he was so fund of me and I of him,he would put me through my chemistry and physics assignment, SS2 was not quite easy at all ,it was so stressful.After uncle Bayo's encounter ,I don't think I have been abused sexually again,because I willingly gave them ,yes! I did,what is the need of going through pains when you can just enjoy the pleasure??....corper Sam was my next target ,I went to his room often than normal ,but one faithful day ,I had a plan, I went to his room and wore a very seductive dress,he fell into my trap like I planned and from that day ,he never saw the end of me ,I enjoyed his company and he enjoyed mine ,I was 16yrs old and I just gained admission into the university of Benin and I just officially received my first mobile phone,so I called Corper Sam and told him,he was so happy but at same time sounded unhappy, I asked what the problem was and he jokingly said you want to leave me now and go for other boys abi??I laughed away his question.......I started preparing for school .........My first few months in uniben was hell ,it was so stressful and the lecturers weren't friendly at all,this wasn't like our secondary school o! This one is tougher .. On my way to ekosodin one day I met with a guy that preached to me and I partially gave my life to Christ and I gradually started attending church services ,just that the church was far from the house and I had to wake up early if I would want to sit at the front sit on a Sunday service ...Hundred level second semester was when my heart was crushed ......I went to see brother Joseph (a church member and also the choir leader)in his house because we were to meet in his house for a meeting ,I waited for about 30mins but I couldn't see anyone apart from myself and brother Joseph, he offered me a drink and I took slowly waiting for people to arrive ,as I drank it I asked about the rest people ,he apologized and told me the meeting was canceled ,he thought he had told me about it and that was the only thing I could remember .
.............to be continued
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